So-called bestfriend story.
Posted at 11:18 PM
It was year 2000 when we met each other through a common friend. As far as I remember, it was our school's foundation day at that time. With your expressive eyes you easily caught my attention.

I thought that it will just end up there. Until our paths had crossed again with a simple phone call which started everything. Sometimes we go out for bonding purposes but most of the time we spend it through the telephone with our never ending stories. With these simple things, it helped us to know each other deeply. Until such time, I suddenly discovered something to myself, I was falling for you. I decided to keep it as a secret for the sake of our friendship no matter how hard it is for me.

On the long run of our friendship, I made a stupid deal with a friend concerning your feelings. I never thought that I could hurt you but I just did and it was very painful for me. Until you decided to end up everything which made my entire world break into pieces. Losing someone like you made my life so complicated. I prayed so hard for you to come back but it was useless. Until I learned to live a life without you. Some people tried to replace you but they failed. I guess no one will replace you. As they say, there could only be one.

Five years had passed, we got connected again with a phone call. It was a right timing because I was at the stage of depression after losing the one that I loved. You did your best in helping me to move-on and I'm glad that you did that despite of everything.

Even though things will never be the same again for the both of us, its enough for me to say that I'm happy to have you back again.

She's Back
Posted at 11:15 AM in Random Adventures
I guess everyone thought that my blog would remain dead forever. Before I don't have any plans of updating it anymore. If you will notice, almost all of my post here were about him, but since we're not together anymore, I don't see any reason to update. Until I realized that I still have other things to post here. That's why you're reading this entry right now. I'm going to share with you everything that happened to me this past few weeks that I have been gone.

If you read my previous entry, I mentioned about my break-up with him. After the said event, things started to become uneasy for me. I know I had several relationships before him but surviving from this one was hard. I'm just thankful that God blessed me with a supportive family and understanding friends. Without their existence, I might be a total failure now. Besides from blessing me with wonderful people, He even blessed me with a new job opportunity at Starbucks. Before accepting the offer, I made a big decision of leaving my team at Club Astoria. It was very sad indeed especially when I said goodbye to my friends especially Cryss, Penny and Jel.

During my first two weeks on my new job, I did a big adjustment. Shifting from marketing to operations, it was hard. But with the help of my new sets of friends, it was easier for me to adjust. As of the moment, I'm celebrating my first month in the company today. To give you an update, we had our store meeting yesterday. We discussed about our preparations for the upcoming Christmas season. I'm really excited about it.

I guess I'm not yet ready to love again after what happened to us. I just want to enjoy my life being single by doing the things that I never did before. For the past few weeks, I went out with my friends (online and offline). The only thing that I won't forget was when Archie and I went to Glorietta Mall three days before the bombing. We did a lot of playing at Timezone especially the game Deal or No deal, it was very addicting. By the way, I'm a certified Timezone addict because of the said game.

One more thing before I wrap-up this entry, I updated my wishlist for Christmas and my birthday, feel free to view it. See you guys on my next entry.

Letting Go
Posted at 08:33 PM
"When I lost you, I was the one who loved you most but between us, you lost more... for someday I can love someone the way that I loved you but you will never be loved again the way that I did"

Letting go of someone is one of the hardest thing to do in this world but if this will benefit the both of you, why not let it happen? After a long run of my relationship with Mew, we decided to call it quits. I guess he has lots of responsibilities in hand that he cannot handle our relationship anymore. I believe that he's too young for a commitment and I understand him for that. Honestly, I felt bad for what happened to us but who knows God has better plans for me that's why he did this. I know its going to be hard for me but as long as my family and friends will be there for me, I would be able to move on and start a new life without him.

I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to those people who cared for me during the time that I was totally messed up. First of all to my family especially to my Mom for understanding what happened to us, to my wonderful all-boys barkada (evolution) and some of my online friends who supported me so much, to my colleagues especially Penny, Jelatin, Bruce and Glenn for making me smile always, to his mom for the advices that she gave to me and lastly to some of my clients who did everything just to make me feel better especially Sir Ernie. With your existence guys. you made my life a meaningful one, that's why I'm very thankful for it.

Being hurt in love doesn't mean you failed or something, it teaches you to be strong and wiser for your next relationship.

I won't make any promises but I'll try my best to give you updates in what's happening to my life especially at work. Take care and miss you guys.